COMPLICATED

My first step in St.Mary's Academy as a senior student was quite complicated. I was so sad at that time because I thought that starting the school year without my friends from junior's life will be difficult. With my confidence, I tried to mingle with them. Fortunately, it didn't took me so hard to acquiant. We get to know each other closely and we build this strongest bond that world could ever have, our friendship. Being with them is perfect, we laugh, we cry, we share problems, our happiness, and we face everything together. We were really one.

March 25 came into existence. It was our graduation day. Sad to say, "We need to separate ways". I had this mixed feeling of being happy and lonely. I was happy because I graduated with flying colors but It's hard to let go. I used to live every second of my life with them. They were always there for me to give me comfort and care. They were my fortress. With them, I can express everything, all my hatred, pains and my problems. With them, I feel that I really belong.

I miss my high school life. I miss the school, the faculty, the staff, and most of all my classmates and our beloved adviser.Well, everything's over. Those days were gone. It will never come back anymore with a complete attendance. Until now, I still can't accept the fact that we will have to separate our ways and face our recent life. Every morning when I wake up, I am missing them more. I want to be with them. I want the memories to be back. I need them. I hate this nightmare cause it's so complicated.